Gollum Moment

There are times when I feel like Gollum. No, I do not obsess about evil rings, or eat fish raw, or try to kill people, or sing creepy songs (well, actually...), but I feel that I sometimes have internal conflict as this favorite character of mine did. I obsess about others: What they've done, experiences they've had, how strong they are, and what amazing skills they have. It is these people that have driven me to improve. I want what they have acquired. True friends, role models, leaders, relatives, I thank you for existing. You are all my preciouses. Just don't throw me into a volcano anytime soon. Please.